Cousins

      Today started out a bit on the unproductive side since I slept until four in the morning and then jerked off three times in bed. I swear I just don't take care of myself. I mean, I didn't even eat or shower or anything for the longest time today. I'm pretty disgusting, but really when I let myself go on breaks, I just totally let hit the sh*t hit the fan. In other news, I've really been enjoying making plans trying to spend enough time with the cousins while we still have time together. This meant spending a small sleepover together to foster cousin togetherness and really just spend some time with the cousin Max who is going to become a nun. Really, it's been relatively easy for me to deal with, but I just realized how hard it has been for her immediate family. I mean, her little brother who is almost twenty now actually would cry every time they had serious talks about her going into the convent and everything. I didn't even realize. It's crazy, yet she is actually happy and serene about the whole thing. Hmm, interesting to think about I guess. But really all we did was just laugh and talk and then turn in after a few hours. Really I think we didn't have that much to talk about after one of us went to sleep I guess. But really that was the point right? I guess. But really this whole week is really is dedicated to spending time with family and friends and just trying to catch up with my life. But really, I just care about my family a bunch and I'm really glad to have them around. And with this marginally related video, that's the note I'll end on.

-C.C.

It's Spring Break!

Being Spring Break and all, things have gone a little down hill. I got super excited that I now had time to catch up on all the things I've ever neglected like planning for graduation and stuff but then I unfortunately started bumming around on the internet till four in the morning letting me get nothing done. There is so much to do so I'll just go do it. In other news, I've been really dreamy as of late. Sometimes, I listen to this song, Wagon Wheel by Old Crow Medicine Show and imagine myself dancing to somebody I love and it feels like the best thing in the world. In general I adore this song, granted the music video is really just not as poignant as I would like it to be...Just something about it tells a beautiful story or maybe because I'm just a Texas boy, born and raised and I believe Country can actually be a beautiful musical medium?

-C.C.