So after all this talk about staying classy and really thinking my actions through, I go ahead and do a jerk off session with the previous guy on skype together. I mean, I saw his junk, he saw mine, and there was a bunch of dirty talk to...which coincidentally turned me on. Dammit.
However, the whole time, I was really nervous, and I didn't come. I just couldn't get hard. He was naked and pumping away but I just couldn't reciprocate. I guess I'm kinda glad, but at the same time I really can't take the high ground now without backtracking and making it awkward. This whole thing was really new and it was kinda strange for me. I feel a little bad for stretching out everything, but if he stops messaging me now, I wouldn't mind either. This was kinda crazy. I guess more thoughts on this later.
