I'm feeling sleepy so I"ll go to sleep early today, which is a good thing yes? Anyway, nothing exciting happened since I slept in late and then did nothing except clean my car, which I was itching to do anyway, and then try and work on my application but instead actively procrastinated until I didn't have anymore time. So, you know, I definitely have things under control. Anyway, something weird happened. I saw Red online for Skype and I swear I got a little excited. I really didn't want to do that at all. I started thinking about him a little bit more and maybe I'm harboring a small crush on him now??? That's really unsettling. I mean...I guess I'm that desperate for somebody to want me and love me and vice versa. I'm really sure he doesn't really want the same thing I want but even if he did he kinda turned me off with his whole hitting on me hard thing. I guess that the only solution is to really just get out there and stop whining or whatever I'm doing. Anyway, somebody's calling me on Skype!! (not Red)
-C.C.
