Today was fun. Made me realize that even though my grades are awful and my life is an unplanned mess, I still have so much to be thankful for. Met a few old friends again and I went to a few people's ring ceremonies??? Kinda, and then went to a friend's house to eat pizza and watch Harry Potter with their parents. Just good clean fun.
Then I came home and had margaritas with tequila while dancing a little to bad music while the roommates did whatever. Highlight of the night was that my homophobic roommate was hopped up on Ambien and was all sorts of sloppy. It was hilarious. He then proceeded to tell me he was a different person on Ambien. For example, he told me he likes to have sex with dudes. Weird? Very. Hilarious? Pretty much. He likes to say weird things all the time of varying topics but it's just funny since he's so homophobic. He did say it with a straight face...kinda...hmmm...haha. He did say he'll remember all this in the morning though! Cheers to being sloppy, roomie!
Friday, April 15, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
School Daze
I don't enjoy school anymore...............
Why do I under perform in classes so much?????
It consumes my life.............
I'll never get into professional school like this...........
In fact, I'm going to have to do a post-Bac just to be considered remotely competitive........
Why do I under perform in classes so much?????
It consumes my life.............
I'll never get into professional school like this...........
In fact, I'm going to have to do a post-Bac just to be considered remotely competitive........
Monday, April 4, 2011
The Happenings
I feel that it's good that I've picked up blogging. For one thing this improves my coherence and vocabulary while also documenting my life. I feel like life slips by. It's long, but also short at the same time. Crazy. Anyway.
Had a great exciting weekend with no work done really. Awful.
Relay for life was so much more fun than I imagined. The walk of silence for the survivors and victims of cancer was actually VERY poignant and meaningful for me this year. I loved it. No work done.
In the morning, it was a bit heartbreaking because at one point I thought I wasn't going to do inner tube water polo because of lack of people and at one point I couldn't go to a Camp Petrick breakfast reunion. By the GRACE OF GOD I was able to do both. I think somebody was watching out for me that day!!! It made my weekend to do both. Life was good that day. I then tried to do work. No work done.
On Sunday, I went with Camp Kesem to Austin for a camper reunion. Only a handful of peeps went by again I was surprised by how much fun I had. I was glad I went and I became better besties with people I knew. I got back home and tried to get something churned out. No work done.
Today was Q-drop day. I was mostly convinced that I would drop Biochemistry. I talked to multiple people and I got mixed reviews. But at the very last minute I decided to stick with it. I got a text with a girl I knew in class and she got the same grades I did and wasn't going to drop at all. For some reason I decided to go through with it and weather Biochemistry the rest of the year. It was odd. I asked for some kind of divine guidance and I feel SOMETHING happened. Haha. I don't know, but I THINK I made the right choice.
BUT I got a quiz tomorrow that I haven't studied for since I thought I was gonna Q-drop!!! HAHA. Not that funny. We'll see. Life is odd.
Now I have a whole set of problems left like what am I going to do in the summer? what classes am I to take? Where am I to live? What am I going to do when I graduate??? Seriously. Ridiculous. But....we'll see what happens. I guess that's life. I also promised myself not to drop my friends all the time and make time for them as well as work out and not procrastinate anymore. WELP. That means the end of this blogging!!! See ya next time!
Oh, and on another note, I was going to study last night, but I ended up on craigslist a.k.a sketchy ad central for house searching and of course I read the missed connections and booty calls in the area. I was very tempted to answer a few that were "Hang out and see where it goes" thing. Something that could be KINDA a blind hangout/meet-up. But...I dunno, I felt I wouldn't be enough of a catch to do it. Like I wasn't attractive enough or not in shape enough. It made me want to go to the gym or something. Made me more susceptible to the whole I need to become somebody that isn't where I am right now body wise thing. Oh well. What can you do?
Had a great exciting weekend with no work done really. Awful.
Relay for life was so much more fun than I imagined. The walk of silence for the survivors and victims of cancer was actually VERY poignant and meaningful for me this year. I loved it. No work done.
In the morning, it was a bit heartbreaking because at one point I thought I wasn't going to do inner tube water polo because of lack of people and at one point I couldn't go to a Camp Petrick breakfast reunion. By the GRACE OF GOD I was able to do both. I think somebody was watching out for me that day!!! It made my weekend to do both. Life was good that day. I then tried to do work. No work done.
On Sunday, I went with Camp Kesem to Austin for a camper reunion. Only a handful of peeps went by again I was surprised by how much fun I had. I was glad I went and I became better besties with people I knew. I got back home and tried to get something churned out. No work done.
Today was Q-drop day. I was mostly convinced that I would drop Biochemistry. I talked to multiple people and I got mixed reviews. But at the very last minute I decided to stick with it. I got a text with a girl I knew in class and she got the same grades I did and wasn't going to drop at all. For some reason I decided to go through with it and weather Biochemistry the rest of the year. It was odd. I asked for some kind of divine guidance and I feel SOMETHING happened. Haha. I don't know, but I THINK I made the right choice.
BUT I got a quiz tomorrow that I haven't studied for since I thought I was gonna Q-drop!!! HAHA. Not that funny. We'll see. Life is odd.
Now I have a whole set of problems left like what am I going to do in the summer? what classes am I to take? Where am I to live? What am I going to do when I graduate??? Seriously. Ridiculous. But....we'll see what happens. I guess that's life. I also promised myself not to drop my friends all the time and make time for them as well as work out and not procrastinate anymore. WELP. That means the end of this blogging!!! See ya next time!
Oh, and on another note, I was going to study last night, but I ended up on craigslist a.k.a sketchy ad central for house searching and of course I read the missed connections and booty calls in the area. I was very tempted to answer a few that were "Hang out and see where it goes" thing. Something that could be KINDA a blind hangout/meet-up. But...I dunno, I felt I wouldn't be enough of a catch to do it. Like I wasn't attractive enough or not in shape enough. It made me want to go to the gym or something. Made me more susceptible to the whole I need to become somebody that isn't where I am right now body wise thing. Oh well. What can you do?
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