Tuesday, March 22, 2011

It's the little things........

Ever since spring break it has been making me SUPER depressed. I feel like no one responds to my messages and stuff.........It makes me realize I'm not very good at keeping friends. Like at all. :((((

I wish I could make connections with people better....but whatever I guess. I just can't let it go. 

Also, my organization that I'm in called "One Love" just isn't cutting it for me. I don't know what it is but I am so socially awkward when I'm around those people. I just haven't been making that connection and yet so many other people around me seem to be doing so and having a great time. I kind of dread going to the meetings because I just don't really connect with anyone and conversations are just flat and superficial. But sometimes it's nice to be there....sometimes I guess......

In other news I messed up in Biochemistry lab today.......OMG so awful. But my lab partner didn't get mad at me and instead got mad at herself. It was mostly my fault though....shucks. I feel kinda unintelligent in many of my classes, but I guess that's the learning curve that I just gotta conquer.

Anyway. Biochemistry test on Thurs!!! Need to study and do an all nighter!!!! Wish me luck. I keep on using the internet to procrastinate. Geez!