Absolutely nothing happened today. I woke up somewhat early to my parents calling me and telling me they were checking up on me and saying they were going to celebrate the last of Chinese New Year without me. This included going to a new year festival and eating awesome Chinese food. Damn this predominantly white college town!!! It's literally whitey mcgee town here. On the plus side, there is never a shortage of attractive Texan white boys to ogle at. For that I'm somewhat grateful.
Also, I had a whole mindset to be very productive this whole day but instead stayed on Youtube for a good four or five hours and watched cartoon shows from my childhood. Dear lord. I did go out to meet an old friend and then did chores around my place to resemble being somewhat productive. What was weird was that today I felt somewhat lackluster borderlining on gloomy today as well. I'm not sure why. It completely annihilated my drive to work out though. I'm a mess. Tomorrow will hopefully be a better day.
One more thing, a few days ago, I had this graphic dream about one of my anti-social roomates. He's an odd fellow who I am sometimes convinced is playing for the other team due to his mannerisms and voice and such, but other times I just can't tell. He also hates the light, is pretty nerdy, and social situations make him hyperventilate. Like I said, rather odd. I do know that he is kind of buff though so I guess that's a plus. However, we've been getting along talking about all the nerdy stuff I actually am quite fond of. Anyway, in my dream I totally was in a situation where he found out I liked dudes and tried to hook up with me in a rather threatening way. He never actually physically accosted me but during most of the dream he kept on pressuring me for sex and towards the end of the dream somehow he got us both on the bed and was in his undies with my face in front of his crotch. He then took out his junk and hit my face with it. Instead of being turned on in some masochistic way I was really offended and turned off. When I finally saw him later on in the day I just felt a bit awkward. Interesting no? But definitely weird.
-C.C.
