Thursday, June 26, 2008

Nuts

That's what I am. Nuts. Love is nuts. Absolutely nuts. Speaking of nuts, the guys at my college are absolutely hot. Fuck damn they're hot. All of them are so cute or nice and muscular and everything. I'm betting a large majority play football and everything. SERIOUSLY. I think they're hot. I kept looking around and scoping out all the cute guys. SERIOUSLY. I mean, I wasn't even looking at any of the girls almost. Just so many cute guys. Wow, I sound like some over stimulated schoolgirl, which I probably am, but seriously.

Still in the back of my mind I'm starting to really doubt going to my college. I don't know. I just have all these conflicting feelings...When I came back from my visit, I started to miss my college campus, but now I'm having second thoughts. For some reason, everything seems all murky and everything. I still feel paralyzed by this fear and I really do fear that I'm not going to succeed. I don't know...I am so uneasy. I keep on running back to this computer....and it's becoming so unhealthy....................this is nuts. Actually, no I'm tired of this. Yuck, WTF, why the hell am ranting with some retarded inclusiion of some shitty fucking nuts?!?!?!?!??!!!?!?

Gotdangit fuck. There, that is my literary flourish to cap an end to a thoughtful, meaningful, and productive entry on this blog. The end...for now.

Oh, and today's my birthday.....hmmm......................it feels kind of nice.............it would seem....

Thursday, June 5, 2008

This blog is a bit more confusing and stuff compared to xanga or facebook I think...but that doesn't really matter. That just means I won't really put much effort into the look of this blog I suppose...

I'm scared........scared of the responsibility that I'll have to take on. True, it's not the biggest responsibility, but more than I'm used to handling...but I'm going to have to step up...

Everyone else has........................