Thursday, June 3, 2010

Heya Here I am

It's been two years since I came back to this thing. Don't regret it at all though.

Anyway, looking back on this now, I've seen myself in another cycle of failure and remorse and we'll just see what this summer has in store for me. We'll just see........

Oh, and I found out I find women attractive, but I'd frankly sometimes just stick with one or the other because right now its confusing. Whatevs.

But I need someplace to vent right now. So let me say this:

I REALLY REALLY MISS FISH CAMP RIGHT NOW!!!!

:(((((((((((

I can't really contain it now although I thought I could....I need to vent this out. Freakin LOVE fish camp and being on the outside looking in is painful more often than not. I really doubt I'll be picked up though. I don't think so at all. I just have to deal with it. I'm a much different person than I was two years ago. Which makes me happy, but I still make life hard for myself because I suck at life.

Oh.....and apparently I seemed to be so much more eloquent and thoughtful about what I wrote and how I wanted to express myself.

As they say......one step forward, two steps back I guess.