Monday, March 5, 2012

What Am I Doing?

        Today was alright, but just a bit of a mess since I was just supposed to do a bunch of things I ultimately didn't do. I worked out three times in a row and felt great. I swear my thighs look like tree trunks now it's awesome. Okay, exaggeration, but I'm just happy I'm working out. However, any and all other responsibilities have been cast to the wayside since I literally went and pissed away my time all over the internet. I really did. I technically didn't break my vow for lent to stop looking at porn, but I did break my whole stop procrastinating on stuff for lent. I also procrastinated a bunch with hanging out with friends. Man am I a mess. Really, it just went down the hill for me that way. I really just stayed on match.com and all those things for the longest time. I actually found a guy who I thought was really cute there. I don't know, maybe it's all nothing but for some reason he likes a bunch of the things I do. Truthfully, I'm obviously not focusing on my priorities at all. This is kind of distressing. But that's okay, because I keep on looking at my one vague ab in the mirror and flexing to see if I can magically turn it into six. I'll be alright, no worries.

-C.C.